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Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 21:09:09 GMT

Hey pplz!!! Its been like forever since I've updated this thing. I just been so buzy with my summer hw I finally got it done with it last nite all I need to do now is buy some ink and print it. During my absence from xanga I had a pool party some ppl didnt come but I found replacements for them. After Kaylee came we started to have some fun, when her lil brother Jaden jumped in we realized that he couldn't swim. I tried to save him but he grabbed on to my neck and pushed me down so my Dad had to jump him and pull him off me. After we all got outta the pool we played Twister and watched a movie Carmina brought "Sleepy Hollow" the night ended with another movie and sum pizza and popcorn.

Two weeks later I went camping with TN it started of really bad a first we had to sit on the sing and learn songs for an hour. This was the first time that I went camping with out Duc in my group instead I was set to have Son in our group, but he was switched to group six >.< At camp Linh tried to get me to talk to him alas it never happend just small talk no real conversation. However when we went to mass at camp I sat next to him and during Our Father he held our hand YAY!!! When we gave peace was I started to hug everyone in hopes to hug him, when I got to him I chickened out and shook his hand. After we cooked our own food I hung around Linh and she took me to Son and she sat between us but Duc made Linh move and told me to scoot closer over to Son he could sit and then told Viet to sit next to him so I was basically rubbing knees with Son, Linh took a picture and Anh Tung wanted to take a pic and put a heart around it. On the bus ride home I promise Linh that I would sit next to him. I went in first and picked spot in the middle and left a spot for Son but he just passed by me and sat in the very back and An took his place. I looked back at him and gave him a lil nod, outta no where he motioned his hand for me to move next to him. Of course I remembered my promise to Linh and headed for the back on the way I stepped on Levi's foot so I got embarrassed and sat across from Son. I tried once again to have him sit next to me by leaving a great space for him but he just fell asleep and so did I. The bus stopped at the church and I awoke to the slap of his hand. I was so tired that fell asleep again face forward on the seat this time he rubbed my head >.<

I can't belive that the summer is ending, and I didnt even go to the beach to surf or Disneyland schools going to start and all the drama will follow, at least I dont have to do PE, I have tennis now and my I dont have those dinky PE baskets I actually have a full sized locker!! I wonder if I'm going to get a bf this year last year I was really buzy HAHA This year Imma take my time and find a really good one. Das all for today I gots nothing more to say.

Sunday, July 31, 2005

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 20:21:16 GMT

Hey pplz!!! Ish like 11:30 and I'm still so freaking tired I didn't go to sleep till like 2 in the morning cuz my cuzins Peter and Khanh were at my house and my uncle was drunk. My younger cuzin Chirstopher was all hyper and made us play with him. Then he asked me why I didn't take him to Knotts and made me promise to take him next time I go. Then Khanh got mad cuz my uncle was drunk. That was the first time that I saw him mad it was almost like a silent scream.

When we all went to Knotts had a lil less fun than I expected. This year my group was Carmina Correa, Thomas Van, Teresa Nguyen, Loc Do and my two cuzins. We went on Ghostrider and durning the twists and turns Thomas was all like SHAKE MY HAND!!! SHAKE MY HAND!!! Afterwards we went on Big Foot Rapids I got completely wet from head to toe. Then I went on sum more rides. For lunch we went to McDonalds me and Carmina went and played our signature game House of the Dead. Khanh and Peter kept baggin on my games saying I was really bad and all I don't usually play games I'm not a so called *GAMER* the only thing that interests me is books lots and lots of books. By the end of the day it got really really boring I just wanted to leave the group and head out on my own. At six me, Carmina and my cuzins took off. Me and Carmina went line dancing while Peter and Khanh just watched. I had sum Saspirilla and a huge ass pickle at 10 me and my cuzins went home we didn't even go on that new ride Silver Bullet I wanted to go so freakin bad but, oh well u never get want.

Lately I been feeling a sense of loss and yesterday made it clear I was lost. I used to think I know who I was, the group I went to Knotts with was really nice, but for some reason I couldn't be my true self I had to put make myself something I'm not I guess Teresa and Carmina are gonna think differently of me from now on. The fact is I was so sure that I knew who I was but ever since yesterday I became unsure. I have lost my sense of love and become cold. I guess u could say I have became insecure I gotta find that one person who would understand whut I'm going though.

Sunday, July 10, 2005

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 02:43:32 GMT

Hey pplz!!! The summer has offically begun but I'm still really busy with school stuff and TNTT stuff. I have sum summer homework but I'm not in summer school ish just to get in Honors English, I have to choose a book that's on the list, I picked Alice In Wonderland. Even though it may seem childish the subtle jokes are quite amusing and often hard to understand I have to read some of the chapters like four times. Then I have to do like a book report on it or sumin' like dat. The second part of the homework is that I have to make a Greek and Roman Mythology Dictonary containing at least nintey pages one page for each person or thingy. All the homework may seem boring but actually it keeps me from going insane not that I already am.

I also made the Junior Varsity Tennis Team of Western High School *kewl title huh?* They had tryouts on June 23rd since I made it I have summer practices now the coaches encrouge me to go to the JV practices as well as the Varsity practices so I have twice the amount of tennis. I also play to practice on Saturdays too so if u wanna come play with me gimme a call alite? The High Schoolers are much nicer than I expected I think I'm going to like this year, I still can't belive that I'm a Freshman in High School lets just hope I don't have to have to go through that High School Drama and ppl labeling or sum SH** like dat. Im also starting to get a faboulous tan, I dont look like a freak n e more just really hot gurl.

About two weeks ago me and Phi went out to Hurrican Harbor just as friends it was so awsome the sun was warm and the water was cool so everything evened out. But when I went into the wave pool it got bad, I was wearing my new two piece bathing suit and it looked pretty hot on me, first of all Phi draged me all the way out to 6ft then when the waves started it smashed me against the walls outta nowhere my top fell off sum mexicans saw and made a big deal outta it I was haging on the rails and holding up my bathing suit, my hands slipped of and I sank to the very bottom, there I tied up my bathing suit. Amazingly Phi still didn't notice that I had almost drowned until I floated bak to the top and started yelling at him for almost killing me. Besides that everything couldn't have gone better come to think of it I REALLY looked hot the in bathing suit HAHAHA. A week later on da 4th of July I invited Phi to the Block Party at my house we had like about $500 worth of fireworks and were shooting em off till about 2am.

I invited Son as well but he had to go play tennis and he invited me but I denied cuz of da party. And today I invited him to play tennis with the my friends but he couldn't go unless I gave him a ride and we all noe how iffy my parents are about picking up guys that are two years older than me and leaving us at the tennis courts without supervision HAHAHA. I seem to attract every guy except for him DAMN. Well I usually get what I want no matter whut *Wink*

Saturday, June 18, 2005

Sat, 18 Jun 2005 18:35:21 GMT

Hey pplz!!! OMG I actually got to write in my xanga again I'm so freaking sorry I just been extra busy because of the end of the year and the teachers are piling up the homework. Lately even my test grades are going down like into the C's and D's. The good thing is that I still have A's, yup I still gots my charms. Som much happend while I was away I almost feel sorry that you all missed it I finally in a hundred years got my ears pierced surprisingly it didn't hurt at all it was more of a shock then a shot. I been taking really good care of it with antiseptic but I still managed to screw it up I always hit my earing whilte taking of my clothes of or brushing my hair away. So now why dont my buddies go out and by me sum pretty earings! I still can't take out the studz until 6 weeks and then I have to were earrings continuously for 6 months. I just hope that my ears dont get infected and fall off.

My school handed out yearbooks last week and everyone got yearbook signing crazy eveyone wants to sign a year book and i at least had to sign 60 years books some of the messages sound the same but I find kewl ways of writing it. My gosh I'm going to miss my posse and all the joy they have brought me. Yesterday we had our 8th grade promotion dance it was so fun no whiny 7th graders. So much more room to dance and there were lil tables on the side and the theme of the whole dance was Paris there was also a huge Eiffel Tower rite in the middle of the gym. My date was David Miranda we slow danced and I slow danced with my friend Christian Sanyago, he was so freaking tall and I was so freaking short with freaking heals!!! My and the posse took pictures with a Poloroid camera and i took pictures with some of my outside buddies. I actually smiled in the pictures and I look pretty good. The reason I never simled in pictures was my mom sed I look chinky in my pictures when I smiled but she was wrong I look pretty damn HOT and I'll show u pictures when I get da chance. This week I get to go camping with TNTT. I'll talk about that later. Bai Bai pretty pplz!!!

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Sun, 01 May 2005 02:29:08 GMT

Hey pplz!! I noe I havent been writing in my xanga lately I'm just really buzy with skewl. Nothing really interesting happend on the days. All that happend was that my cat had kittenz and if u want them let me noe and me and Kevin are tight now learned a lil stuff about him and he learned a lil stuff about me. Tesa came over to my house to look at the kittenz so did Carmina. Went to the dentist yesterday got my teeth clean no cavities, in a couple of weeks gonna get my teeth bleached ish gonna super white. Also me gots my grade report today straight A's so me gonna get about forty bucks but now I failed a test in Tech lab now my grade ish a B in that class GRRR... I made the track and field team I'm a 220 meter runner, a high jumper, and a reallay runner *sorry dont noe how to spell* Funny thing I'm the shortest person in the whole team. Wish me luck on all of the track meets!!!

On Thursday I went over the my friends Justin's house with some other friends and watched a boot-legged version of Kung-Fu Hustle. We were all cracking up Phouc went on the internet to listen to sum V-Pop in the end we were singing a duet it was so freaking cute HAHAHA. After the movie half of us went out side and started playing basketball. Everyone was so freaking tall everytime I tried to shoot they would like take the ball away from me. In the end the only thing I could do was pantes them they wore so many layers so they didnt the full punishment. Luckily I made a couple of shots, but we never won. It was getting dark so I decided to go to Carmina's house we watched sum TV ate and chatted online.

Enough of the cheerful, happy news on to the heartbreaking ones. Today is a sad day for most Viets. April 30th ish the day when the North Vietnam took over the South many lost their lives. My people lost they homes and loved ones. Even though my pain doesn't even measure up to theirs I still feel a sense of lost. My dear Da Shizzle has broken up with me. I dont noe why, but I'll still love him like the day we met. At church today he seemed like his old self but later when I got home he broke it to me over the fone that he wants to see other ppl. At first it seemed like a joke then I realized that he was serious. It was such a shock that I didnt noe whut to say but okay now I feel like Cupid has shot a lead arrow into my heart * Lead arrows break ppl up gold brings them together* I really thought Da Shizzle was the one but I was wrong. I doubt that I'll ever find the right guy this love was too good to be true. February 14 to April 30 sadly I'm not ready to let him go yet he has forgotten about me. Goodbye sweet Henry I still love u till the end. *Better to love and lost love then not love at all*

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 19:01:26 GMT

Hey pplz!!! Lotta SH** been going on lately but ish gonna be really hard to write them all down some parts mite not make sense so bear wit me alite? Last week three ppl I knew got into a fite and one of them was my friend. First I say Andrew Lovelady get into a fite with this Beaner Andrew got pretty messed up he was all bloody and SH** Then my friend Gabby got into a fite with this gurl it was a total chick fite with the hair grabbin and the scratching, lucky for Gabby she kicked ass but got suspended. Finally on Friday Tin got into a fite with Hassel over one freakin' dollar. Tin thought Hassel took it so he wanted to fite over it even though Hassel didn't have it. Hassel went totally crazy on Tin. In the end Tin got his butt kicked bad, he had a black eye, and a busted lip and nose, so I've heard. Hassel then ran away out of da school.

Got into a fite with my Mom on Friday again this time she claims she was depressed then outta noe where she calls me a dissapointment and failiure and all that SH** so when she went back into her bedroom and locked the door I took my cell, jacket, and skateboard and went to Twila Reed Park for about three hours. Called sum of my friends to talk about it man iono where I would be without mah friends and the ppl who adore me. The next day my Mom acted like nuthing has happend she was bak to her old self. Funny thing ish that my Dad never knew what happend between me and my Mom.

There has been a rude person posting comments on my xanga and they call themselves Mi Xao Thui, They used my nickname and put stinks at the end of it in Viet. They called me pathetic and a loser, I mean who goes to pplz xangas and make up ur own xanga just to comment sumone on whut they wrote? Don't they got sumin bettah to do than write in mah xanga? Who is the pathetic loser now me or them? For all of your who love me out there can u post some thing on thurr xanga cuz u dont mess with me and get away with it. Laterz yall

Monday, March 21, 2005

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 23:25:38 GMT

Hey pplz!!!! Da weekend was totally awsome on Saturday went to the BPM and Kikorian Metroplex to watch THE RING 2 it was totally kewl one of the movie quotes was totally bitchin *I'm not ur Fuckin Mom* I went with Carmina and Tai but in the end he ditched me that stupid freak but inside the auditoriam I say Jaqlin and her tew friends. During the part of the movie the fly came out of the faucet my lip started bleeding like crazy everyone was all freaking out. HAHAHA I still dont noe whut happend but I had fun so I suggest go out thurr and watch the damn movie. After that me and Carmina went to Power House and saw Kim *ladydorkie* to bad I didnt get to see Jonny he had to leave for L.A.

This Sunday was Palm Sunday so I had to march around the whole church with a 10 lbs. cross the mass lasted a half an hour longer. And I was totally going crazy with bordom. At least Rabbit Dude got to see me, in the end I flashed him a huge smile and he told me sum personal stuff which made me blush like crazy. From that special person we sneaked off and had a lil fun in the back room When I got out his sister gave me a really, really dirty look I dont noe if she knows were going out but its none of her bussiness. I mean she's going out with some guy who is like eight years older than she is which is totally unfair, she's a hypocrite I mean just leave us alone. Iono if she told n e one whut we were doing in the back room if she did there would be a big rumor going around and my special person would be in trouble. If I really have to I must break up with that special person to keep him from getting into more trouble cuz I love him.

At skewl I got to noe Kimberly Alonso a lil bit more I used to think she is like one of those popular ppl who dont care about us common ppl but there's more to her than meets the eye. She is a really kewl person very deep and her moral values are really great just like mine HAHAHA Das all for today I gots to get bak to shit load of hw SPRING BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, March 12, 2005

Sat, 12 Mar 2005 17:46:45 GMT

Hey pplz!!!! Yesterday was more unusual than before. Right after skewl I went to Dale to watch the Basketball game I saw my love struck Harry and his lil friends. Durning da game Harry tried taking my picture and we all know how much I hate pictures. Whut was gay was dat Jena's boyfriend Micheal or whut ever the hell his name is, kept calling my cell and wasting mah minutes. Our 8th grade gurls basketball team won BOO-YAA but our 8th grade boys soccer team lost. I couldnt help going to Barns and getting a book. I thought about getting a manga but instead I got sumin else. "When Will Jesus Bring The Pork Chops" it tells about whut wrong with our socitey and whut wrong with the Catholic Church I'm gonna bring it tew Giao Ly to piss sum ppl of HAHAHA.

The wedding was alite not that great. Saw sum cute guys or two one of them was named Zachary he's in 2nd grade and another I dont noe his name but he was cute. But not as cute as that special person the make-up they did on me was horrible I mean I couldn't even open my eyes with the masscara and my lipstick kept smearing off. My feet hurted like hell I mean standing on 3in. heels all day isn't that fun. I also had to take a shit load of pictures with Dominic and the Bride and Groom it was soo freaking boring!!! At the reception I had to do Dominics hair I mean he can't even spike his own damn hair!! Zackary did it and he's 7 and how old is Dominic, my age!!! Food wasnt that great and there was dis lady who tried to sing at the wedding but ruined all of the songs she sounded like sum guy who got kick in da jewls. But the magician was kewl with all da tricks he did.

During the slow dance I had to freaking lead him he tried doing that arm and shoulder thing I just told him to put his hands on my hips but not too low cuz I have to save it for sumone else HAHA he doesn't even noe how to do the Cha-Cha whuts so hard about forward one, two, three and backwards one, two, three. I mean Stephanie can do it and my mom could even do it. Dominic ish the saddest person I ever met, but he has a PS2 and DDR so I spent the whole day playing DDR. I mean I totally kick but!!! Oh yea I have to go to the picnic tomorrow and show off sum of my great skillz in flag football!!!

Saturday, March 05, 2005

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 00:46:56 GMT

Hey pplz!!! Today ish my birthday!!!! Im finally 14 I feel soo old it seems like only yesterday that I was running around the house naked. Oh wait it was yesterday . Well I didn't expect to get n e thing from my friends and classmates but they still got it for me n e ways. Mayas got me sum gummy butterflies, Tesa got me $5 that cheap gurl JK, Eduardo got me a kick-butt card, and everyone else gave me hugs. William kept smacking my ass, while Warren was kicking my ass HAHAHA. In History and Tech Lab I got soo much attention I feel so see-peshul!!!

Tomorrow ish March 5th and Im gonna be in my mom's friend's sister's wedding and my mom's friend's son ish gonna be my partner. We used to be really good friends when we were 11 but now we grown so distant he became an all out nerd and I've grown into a sexy-bombshell that has a sick mind LOL but we like the same music though Alternative Rock. I just hope that tomorrow isnt cold cuz the dress I'm gonna wear ish gonna show sum skin. I wish that sumone could go with me to the wedding slow dance, have sum fum, but to bad he's not invited. Lets just hope that there ish gonna be som hot AZN guyz at the wedding, dont worry I wont do nothing wrong for those ppl who are worried. I a really good gurl, am I not??

Can't wait till the weekends gonna get suming special for my birthday from that one special person. Im not having a party till March 12 because as u can tell I'm really buzy this week. For all of u out there thinking about getting me a gift it better be twenty bux or above cuz I dont want not cheap stuff I got class yall!!! JK ish the thought that counts sum ideas if u need it: Giftcards to Barns and Noble, Borders, or Hot Topic. From dat one special person: a ring, teddy bear (so I can sleep wit it at nite), or sumin fun. Well I gotta go do a SH** load of hw so see u all soon!!

Friday, February 25, 2005

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 23:32:21 GMT

Hey pplz!!!! I finally get to write in my xanga again WHOO!!! I broke up with Trung cuz he was not interested in me n e more and he had his eyez on sum other gurl GRRRR......but ish all good now. I mean I was bummed out when we broke up it was more like mutral thing, I had a feeling that he wanted to break up with me first cuz like he didnt call me for like a month!! So then when I called him to tell him that I won the tennis game his "brother" picked up and said he wasnt home even though it was his voice, that liar. Trung just wanted me to do the dirty work, many of my friends say he gots not ballz of his own. No wonder Sydney broke up with him I think he considers us "friends" now. There a

On Monday I went to the mall with Carmina and took pictures for the first time, I look pretty good probably this week in church I'm going to give it to anyone who wants one. Another kewl things ish that I finally got the pants I alwayz wanted, ish black and red with suspenders!!! Because I got straight A's. Most likely Im gonna wear it to bible class And today I have to go to the Costa Mesa mall and buy some stuff for the wedding on March 5th Im gonna try to get my mom to let me buy some books as well cuz at Costa Mesa there is no Hot Topic. Any one who knows me Friday March 4th is my birthday remember that cuz I want sum gifts and $20 or over plez JK

Well my mom is rushing me to get dressed to go to the mall I'll try to write in sum more stuff tomorrow till then I'll see u all later. LOVE U ALL